Don't get me wrong they are tears of joy. Zoe is 18 months old today and I am stuck at work while she is at daycare, truly sucks. I wish I could have afforded to take today off and just spend it with her. I want to hold her forever and never, ever let her go.
I want her to be able to read back through my post once she gets older. I want to just tell her a few things today.
My Dearest and Most Precious Zoe,
You were put here on earth to make me whole, mission complete kiddo. I never, ever thought that it was possible to love someone as much as I love you. My heart just aches with the amount of love I have for you. You are truly beautiful inside and out. I am having so much fun watching you learn and explore. You crack me up everyday with your "fake" laugh. You are extremely ticklish just like your Mommy. I love counting your little ribs, you just laugh and laugh. I love to hear the sound of your laughter, it warms my heart. I hope you realize that laughter will keep you young and it is a very important part of your everyday life so make sure to always laugh. It is the best medicine in the world. Some things I have noticed I will list now.
-You love to hang upside down, not sure if I should be worried or not. You may just possibly give your mama a heart attack doing this.
- You absolutely love shoes. You could spend hours playing with mama and daddy's shoes. You love to try and put them on your own feet or on our feet. Once you get them on your feet, you love to walk in them. Note to self, keep heels out of your reach for now!
-You love socks too and love putting them on and taking them off.
-You love to play with your toes. You are amazed by your toes for some reason.
-You love your baby dolls. When you wake up in the morning, you ask for Baby, Annie and Lilly (your dolls of choice right now). When you go to bed all 3 dolls must be present for our night night ritual to take place.
-You have mastered wiping with toilet paper, flushing the toilet and closing the toilet lid. You still however have not gone tee tee or poo poo in the potty. We are waiting patiently for you to learn this. You love to drag the potty with you wherever you go even though the potty is the size of you, it cracks me up.
-You love to brush your teeth, this is a good thing. You cry when I take the toothbrush from you. Hopefully you will have much healthier teeth than your mommy.
- You are a pretty good sleeper. You can go for weeks and sleep through the night but then you go through stages, like the present time, where you "play" in your crib with your baby dolls, whine for mama or daddy and eventually go back to sleep. It wakes your mama and daddy up but we absolutely love to listen to you playing with your baby dolls.
- You are still pretty little. Your stats at your 18 month checkup were:
23lbs - 25th - 50th percentile
31.5 in long - 25th-50th percentile
46.5 head circumference - 50th percentile
-You are trying to run everywhere right now and climb on anything you can find to climb on. Seriously kid, your killing me....ha ha....love you.
-You are such a happy baby. You will go to anyone and everyone.
-You are our little social butterfly. Daycare raves about how independent you are and how all the kids love to be around you. You are such a sweet, sweet baby.
-You have begone to have mini melt downs. I really hope we get through this stage with minimum melt downs. Time will tell.
-You love to put the ball under mommy's shirt and say baby. I think you are telling mommy and daddy that you are ready for a little brother or sister. I think you are going to be an amazing big sister.
-You love for mommy to hold you and mommy loves holding you.
-You love playing hide and seek.
-You love your crayons, mostly you like to eat them but you also like to draw with them and cry when it is time to put them up. I hope you get your daddy's artistic flare.
Zoe, you are heaven sent. I could go on and on about you all day and night. I will however spare other readers. I will end this letter with this.
I will always, always, always, did I mention always love you with all of my heart and soul. I never understood how deep a Mother's love could be until I myself became a Mother. I now understand. I would walk to the moon and back for you baby girl. I am so excited to walk this journey with you. I hope you know that my cup runneth over with pride, joy, love and happiness. You are such a special and precious part of my life. I cherish you baby girl and hope you always remember that I will always be here, right by your side, in the good and bad times.
HAPPY 18 MONTH BIRTHDAY MY BABY GIRL!!
Love,
Mommy
Here are just a few pictures I took this morning. I will take more tonight and post later.



